An Interview with Roberta S. Kuriloff, writer of “Framing a Life: Constructing the House to be Me”


“Framing a Life: Constructing the House to be Me” addresses the idea of dwelling in a really considerate means. What imagery and feelings does the phrase “dwelling” conjure up for you right now, and the way has that developed over time?

House ideally represents togetherness, household, caring and safety. It’s what I’ve skilled over the previous 27 years with my partner. As a baby, “dwelling” was an orphanage, separated from household, though my father visited us on the weekends, and from time to time we visited our prolonged household. My household, whereas within the orphanage, have been the youngsters with whom I lived. We established our personal little households to really feel like we belonged.  

Your memoir additionally explores loss in lots of kinds. Are you able to inform us about a couple of of the methods you discovered solace throughout these occasions of intense grief?

By some means as a baby I got here to imagine that the whole lot in life had a goal. It helped me survive my ache and disappointment. My creativeness carried me to being Superman’s daughter, flying above my life, or Roy Rogers’ daughter, driving into the sundown, or dawn. Greatest was when my father took us out for the day, and later weekends, the place we frolicked with kinfolk. 

Your mom died whenever you have been very younger, but you continued to jot down letters to her all through your life. Are you able to inform us about that? Do you continue to write letters to her?

I communicated with my mom via my diary letters to her, addressed to “Expensive Eva,” a couple of of that are in my e book. Doing so made me really feel linked to her. I finished writing the phrases “Expensive Eva” after I turned an grownup. I nonetheless write in a journal, fairly often, which helps me course of my life. I’ve about 35 diaries/journals.  

Inform us about navigating your religious journey and reconnecting together with your id as a Jewish girl. What recommendation would you give different religious seekers?

I’ve at all times been a religious seeker, believing there was extra to life than the one we presently reside. I’ve explored numerous spiritual concepts and beliefs, in addition to books about individuals who skilled previous lives. I don’t relate nicely to conventional faith, however am nonetheless drawn to Judaism and Jewish historical past, because it outlined my household, particularly my father’s life rising up in Ukraine, and his experiences as a Jewish survivor, in addition to my private experiences with others who questioned my faith. But, I’m additionally drawn to understanding religions and the way people use it to justify their actions. Being a “religious seeker” for me is basically life from the next, difficult perspective, not from the angle of organized faith telling me what I can and can’t do.

Equally, are you able to describe your journey to know the way you match into your cultural and non secular ancestry? Was it difficult? In what methods?

Whereas residing in Maine, I went on trip with Mary Ann to Germany and Russia. My first journey out of the U.S. was eye opening. I found German mates who questioned their dad and mom relating to how Jews have been “dealt with” in Germany. They have been very progressive. In Russia, I visited a synagogue, in addition to had dinner in a Jewish restaurant with a bunch of younger Russian males, the latter being a enjoyable night, particularly exchanging little items. I found my openness to new experiences, in addition to to my relationship with meals. I’m not afraid to problem myself, not afraid to problem my beliefs. 

How does your memoir discover relationships of every type (familial, romantic, friendships and with your self)?

I imagine I’m very sincere and open in my e book. I discover and share my experiences of romantic relationships with women and men, my blended sexual emotions, and the difficulties that come up in friendships when one grows and adjustments and a few mates don’t. When my romantic relationships ended, I nonetheless stayed mates, like with Mary Ann and Ernie. I meditate and study my thoughts and goals to higher perceive my emotions; remedy helped with the latter. 

Are you able to focus on your experiences as a “dwelling child?” What does that imply to you, and the way do you suppose it continues to tell your id as an grownup?

I nonetheless take into account myself a “dwelling child.” It’s in my DNA. I see life via that “function,” however on the identical time see myself individually from my life’s definitions. I’m a cautious particular person, but in addition take pleasure in residing life absolutely, even when it hurts. I face my fears and ache. I imagine the “dwelling child” experiences made me a extra sympathetic legal professional with purchasers. I’m not afraid to share my life with purchasers and mates; it’s an excellent studying lesson about survival. However then, most lives are, after all, a studying lesson.

How did your experiences as a lawyer, feminist, lesbian, activist and hospice volunteer inform your method to this memoir?

I imagine my experiences allowed me to be very open and sincere in writing my memoir. Working as a lawyer taught me that everybody has challenges, tales to share, ache, love, concern and hidden questions. Persons are open to sharing once they really feel listened to. In all my roles, I’m open to studying from, and sharing with, others as a result of all of us expertise related fears, hopes and goals. One of the best a part of being a lawyer was sharing with purchasers, nearly like remedy, for the shopper and for me.

What do you hope folks take away from this e book? 

Life is troublesome, robust, however enjoyable and difficult as we make it. Most of us have selections, and we are able to select to be optimistic or unfavorable, comfortable or unhappy. Even these individuals who undergo from ache and loss, have selections, albeit very troublesome. It’s how we take a look at life: half-empty or half-full, as I shared in my first e book, “Every little thing Particular, Residing Pleasure.”

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