Trusting God – Religious Media Weblog

by Donald Harold Young

Come and browse a narrative ’bout a person named Don. Poor author barely saved his soul fed. Somebody who believes deeply in God and but, has numerous moments of doubt and anxiousness in his life.  Eager to belief God, however who worries about his households each day bread, clothes and shelter. 

For somebody like me who has wished to regulate the whole lot in my life, I’m studying that trusting in God is without doubt one of the most tough, if not essentially the most tough life lesson to be taught. Whilst I write phrases of consolation and help to people who find themselves studying this identical lesson of belief. Our lack of belief in Love is usually at battle with our shared selfishness.

A lesson as historical as Eden. A lesson as modern as now. A lesson I’ll in all probability undoubtedly repeat time and again and once more. 

Embracing a God centered lifetime of doing unto others, has made me query the whole lot about my life, together with my future. My skilled years as a pharmaceutical marketer and my purposeless years chasing my coronary heart’s each need. My possession years of gathering unnecessary stuff and my passive years of by no means questioning worldly establishments.

As somebody who’s spiritually awake, it’s powerful at occasions to all the time belief in God. Not Fabolous Thunderbirds “tuff enuff”. I’m not wrestling with lions or grizzly bears or angels, however I’m wrestling with God. Trusting in God as I try and create extra love on this planet. 

Realizing I can’t return to my previous profession which is NOT a judgement of different folks however a self-realization. All of the whereas understanding I nonetheless must earn a dwelling to help my household. Believing that writing about spirituality is strictly the place God needs me to direct my skills. 

For somebody who’s fifty-seven years previous, who has no everlasting job and who’s eroding his life financial savings; trusting on this journey with God may be very unsettling to say the least. Very unsettling. At occasions it feels terrifying.

I nonetheless get anxious and scared concerning the future as a result of I’ve all the time been the one who takes care of others. I’ve all the time been the particular person “in-charge” (understanding now it is a delusion). I’ve all the time been the one wanting to regulate the whole lot. Now, I’m studying what each particular person of religion is all the time studying. Belief in God and God will present. It ain’t simple.

My religion has opened my coronary heart to grasp what I didn’t perceive in my previous. The Universe offering me with indicators, winks and nudges. Phrases of encouragement from household and mates. Phrases of help from folks I’ve not spoken with in over twenty/thirty years. Phrases of generosity from strangers who’re all in favour of studying what this stranger has written. 

Doubt and anxiousness fill all our lives, irrespective of the place we’re on the journey. Regardless of how deeply we love God. Ask and also you shall obtain, search and also you shall discover. 

I’m now understanding the boundlessness grace of God’s love. Asking and in search of belief in understanding that God will present, and I’ll obtain. Love’s solely final result is generosity as a result of God is Love.

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